SoS076 - Mary, mother of Jesus

24-June-2013

Mary, mother of Jesus and the Pool of Purple expansive water


I see a path and Jesus is there to greet me and embraces; he says understand what needs to be understood; then YOU will understand; lament NOT what is worthless BUT put value of those that are meaningful  and humble

I see myself smiling when he spoke and I was glad to be with his company; indeed I have a lot to learn; but at the same time have managed a great deal in my spiritual quest and understanding

I see myself walking down the path and I can see shooting stars whizzing by, no more then few hundred metres away above my head. It is like rockets going off on fire works parade and some of them have brightly coloured reds and oranges and green; colours which I have not seen before

I see myself stopping to have a look and admire the scene; until one catches my eye as it is going round in a orbit around me; I watch it closely emitting a purple, blue a red as well then going back to a blue again; The lights were not just ordinary lights but shimmering and glittery coloured lights

I see it fall down and as I follow it goes behind a small hill; I decide to head in the same direction along my path

I see myself walking for sometime, until I come to the hill; It is a small incline but easily manageable; I reach the top and look down to a pool of purple water below and the remnants of the shooting star scattered near it

I see myself slowly and carefully going down until the purple expanse of water is right in front of me; it is a small lake and bigger then I thought

I see myself looking across the pool and in the distance

I see a boat coming towards me, I cannot make out who it is; I concentrate trying to focus who it is, but can’t make it out; The boat comes nearer and

I see women with a hood over her head, her face completely hidden, She is dressed in a long dress which is white; it is an overcoat like the monks would where in a heavy fabric; but it is well tailored and fitted; Her hood is longer then usual completely obscuring her face

I see the women come closer and I am oblige to help her out of the boat; instinctively I say, my lady let me help you and she nods her head in silence

I see myself keeping a safe distance as not to offend her or be overpowering

I see myself waiting in silence for her to speak but she too is silence; I think to myself wondering who she is; this white robed women

I see myself standing there for a while and suddenly my super consciousness told me; it was Mary, mother of Jesus; I bow down and give my respect and apologising again and again for not recognising her; but how could I as I have never met her before; But this was no excuse I say to myself

I see her carefully take her hood off, to reveal her long hair which is part plaited to one side with flowers and pearls in her hair; Her face is white and shining as thought Mercury light was coming out of her face

I see her smile and very calmly she says, hello Shazi and I smile back; she looked so young and elegant

I see her say; I am here to help you understand YOURSELF and to integrate the purple light into your heart; I will over see this in this integration; This is not an ordinary light but a refined Tajalli light, as you would call it; It is intense and strong but at the same time there is smoothness and letting it integrate inside of you will be easy

So worry not as this is a period of time of one month when the light will have penetrated each of your cells in your body; It will open a portal of wisdom and insight from your heart; Now come closer and as I did I could feel an energy coming from her heart and into mine

I instinctively close my eyes and let myself open for her light to enter mine; in my dreamy state

I see different colours of purple and Mary whispering in my ears; but on occasions I am now able to understand her or make out a single word

I see myself slowly slipping away further and further away from my SELF, until I reach a point when my memory does not know; It was like another path or consciousness I was going to;

I see myself going deeper and deeper until I come to a diamond floor across an open area

I see myself standing in front of God a big consciousness state but my mind is everywhere and no where trying to make some sense; but I cannot focus and become senseless

I see myself dazed, then I hear a voice shouting my name and I immediately come round and my focus is back too

I see myself looking at conscious state of One NESS of GOD and speaketh, Shazi go now, my presence is enough to wake the inner wisdom in YOU and now go

I see myself coming out of my lucidness and looking the eyes of Mary, smiling back at me

I see YOU have seen, and I nod tiredly but each moment coming round and being more alert then before

I see her put purple oils on my clothing and she tells me to breathe it in and I do; I can feel the vapours presence into my body and eating my madness away, the negativity or even doubt away; Leaving the body fully cleansed in thought, physical and emotionally too

I see myself being led into the boat with Mary who gives me an Urn, the size of my forearms

I see myself being thankful to her and as I look in a can feel my heart beating stronger and stronger

I see her put her hand on my head and instantly I feel a sensation rip through like lightning through my body

I see myself coming out of the hill and going back to the start

I see the scene changing

I see that I have finished

I see that my journey has finished too.

The sight of the soul travelled by Shazi