You are at the level of Shareeat and working towards Tareekat. Patience is required as you build up the energies and acquire the knowledge to move up a level. A lot of dedication and sacrifice is needed to adhere to your current routine.
You can speed up the process by waking for fajr and doing meditation then doing your regular channelling. In between the day read the pamphlets again and again until you understand them. This is another way to acquire knowledge.
Try not to rush things over; thinking over what you have read is essential, to make sure you understand. Follow the written guidance you have; this will be beneficial to you.
Try and get the boys to read the channelling every day, before they start their exams and become too busy.
I will see you in the evening. Your mother.